Are you dissapearing?

re you disappearing?

One of the more confusing and at times painful aspects of the current awakening that you maybe experiencing is the challenge it presents to long standing relationships. 

As you stir from the dream state, you will begin to see through the conditional nature of old paradigm interaction and as you move toward sovereignty and integrity you will probably find the pull of co-dependency intolerable. As the realisation of self deepens anything which requires a movement away from self feels at best uncomfortable at worst downright distasteful

Once you realise at a very fundamental level that "you are enough"  and you start to unhook yourself from the energetic national grid of co-dependency which is the pre-dominant energy source for most, you will start to drift from the limitations of the old paradigm. 

This process may start gently with a disconnection from the "news", gossip, and the everyday dramas that so many feed off. From the clear perspective of an integrated self the world can look a crazy and the energetic hooks obvious.

However, the energy of the grid is subtle and will do its utmost to pull you back in and one common mechanism at this stage is to turn you into an evangelist. Your energy is thrown into the new cause of 'waking up the world' and despite the best of intentions you are hooked right back into the grid, this time through the portal of injustice, unfairness and a new version of rightness. "They just don't get it" is the catch-phrase to watch for at this stage.

As the awakening deepens and real disconnection occurs there is no incentive to hook up to the grid as the self generated energy feels so clean that it becomes too precious to compromise. It seems that no hook will ever work again.

Until. Pow! From nowhere you find yourself jumping around like a fish on a hook, struggling to re-establish your newly found and greatly cherished freedom. 

You see the world notices your disconnection and covets your energy, particularly those who have shared energy with you for a long time. In a desperate attempt to pull you back into the grid they will reach for the deepest hooks often stored in the cupboard called guilt, conscience or morality. They will throw ground bait liberally until they find the one which finds the depth to hook you in. 

As the awakening deepens you accept the occasional hook as inevitable and even look forward to uncovering them as this disempowers their future effect. You realise that struggling is the game and the energy source the grid feeds off. So you accept and return to peace. The hooks and the grid become even more remote. 

This is the point at which you become invisible. But only to those seeking to harvest your energy. They will look and probe and play until they either move away or become integrated themselves.

To those who have escaped the grid or have the desire and potential to do so you will shine like a beacon. They will recognise your energy as the same as their own (its called resonance). Complete. Integrated. Not needing anything from you and knowing you need nothing from them. They will give and receive unconditionally and the relationship will be truly co-creative as opposed to co-dependent.

Welcome to the new paradigm.

Love Bill