Completion

The number 9 in numerology represents completion and 2016 has long been talked of as a year of completion. Many, myself included, expected to see this played out on the economic, political and societal stage, but, with the exception of Brexit, the powers that (used to) be seem to be just about keeping the boat afloat. However, with the pantomime that is the US election still holding the attention of many, there is still time for big changes within the global power structures, and indeed behind the mainstream headlines there are some incredible power shifts occurring. Similarly, the farce that is the banking system continues to unravel in a self destructive, if largely unreported, unwind of its own Ponzi scheme.

What is apparent is that many of those anticipated external signals of change and completion, have in fact been playing out on a personal level. This is a holographic universe after all, and before the outside world appears any different the internal must first change. Unfortunately this has manifested as a return of old patterns and feelings for a lot of those who are brave enough to be at the coal face of human evolution!

The universe works in cycles and cycles have a drive to move toward completion. This is obvious, and unstoppable, in terms of time, and was recently the focus of much attention with the Mayan calendar and 2012 which was the completion of a whole series of cycles. However, it is not just time which completed its cycle, levels of consciousness accompany that change. Just as teenagers mature beyond a powerful egoic drive of self centred awareness as they mature (well some of them), so humanfeelings roll out in their natural way. We are happy to bask in and even attempt to prolong the good times and they are naturally given the space and time to complete. Their natural completion means they don't have to re-invent themselves to get our attention. Unfortunately suppressed, repressed, avoided, denied and ignored feelings require completion in exactly the same way and will do all they can to get our attention in their search for completion.

It would appear that we are being given plenty of opportunity to allow 'stuff' to complete and as bizarre as it sounds the best way to allow that completion is to sit with the feelings without judgement or desire to escape them. They are just feelings which would love to be floating on the breeze, but our reluctance to experience or acknowledge them traps them in our body (physically, emotionally, spiritually) and they are infinitely creative in their attempts to float free!

Sitting with these feelings it is best to try not to define them as the mind will then take it on as its responsibility to process with its toolbox of logic and rationality, but the mind really is not designed to process feelings. Leave the mind to manipulate data, let the gut and the body do what it does so effortlessly if left to its task. Just as we cannot think our way to digesting our food we cannot think our way to completion of a feeling.

The universal drive to completion is more powerful than our desire to avoid those icky bits of us and so if it has been a tough few weeks celebrate the possibility of completion. Stress is resistance to what is and this is why the current structures are set to crumble as all of their energy is being directed in a futile attempt to maintain a status quo ill equipped for the emerging consciousness. The possibilities we are moving into make the existing systems irrelevant and this brings with it the uncertainty of transition, but don't make the mistake of resisting that change...it's too big. 

Love

Bill