Disoriented?

"It's one thing to know or hear about what's ahead and why, but it's quite another to experience it first hand..." Lauren Giorgio

We had a good friend visit aCREATIVEsapce this week. Sandie Sedgbeer is spending her summer in the UK visiting her family and as we took the chance to catch up our conversation meandered, as ever, to the edge of the universe and back.

One topic we covered was my rekindled interest in a course I gave back in 2014 called Stability in an Unstable World.The course described how many coincident factors were likely to create a good deal on instability in the world as a fading paradigm is replaced by something far more expansive.

The areas it covered were the new kids, earth changes, technology, and economics.From my perspective much of what I was covering in that course seems to be unfolding and Sandie asked if I would be interested in joining her on her Radio show next week to expand on the content.

To my surprise I was strangely reticent. You see my past couple of weeks have been far from stable and I had to question the value of being aware of what's going on if you can't 'do' anything about it. If I can't be stable why talk about it?

This got me thinking about what stability is, and to my surprise I had been missing a very important point. Writing the course, my idea of stability pertained to a definition which describes stability as not prone to wild fluctuations in emotion. A chaotic world generates a lot of free floating chaotic energy, often described as emotion. In such times it is important not to attach to feelings which in fact have nothing to do with you.

I watched, and indeed experienced personally, how such a wave of emotion could effect many people in the post Brexit reaction. Many felt an irrational guilt over the result, whilst others crumbled into a disproportionate despair. Feelings of 'OMG what have I done' were common. It had a similar feeling to the post Diana hysteria. This contagious collective emotion is not a healthy thing and is played upon continuously by the controllers and their media.

However, those external triggers and events are just reflections of our internal shift, and when those emotions hit deep at a personal level, as many have been experiencing, myself included, there is huge growth to be had.

Attaching to external emotional flows will carry you like a plastic bag in the wind, buffeted, directionless and powerless. Opposing them sucks you deeper into the storm. Leave the external alone.

When the storm bursts internally there is opportunity. It takes courage but diving into the feeling, however it shows up, may help it move on through. Face it. Not in an attempt to make it go away, but in an attempt to give it a voice. It is as stuck as you may feel and sitting with it may allow it to move on. If not you have a new friend. If it does move on you have a new opportunity.

My original emphasis on emotional stability discounted the embracing of emotional breakdown/clearing as growth and this subtle form of denial presents the possibility of moving into another less useful aspect of stability.

That other aspect of stability is the state of being resistant to change. And if there is one thing that is required through this period it is to lose resistance to change. The forces which are shifting this paradigm are far too great to attempt to hold back. The pace of change can, at times, leave you feeling very disoriented and a natural desire to return to the familiar (however shitty that familiar may be) is powerful but ultimately the change will catch up with you. It's like trying to outswim a riptide. Exhausting and pointless.

The expressions of instability will continue. How you experience them is your choice and there has never been a more important time to know yourself. Have self-compassion when you get caught up in the turmoil. Often times it will have purpose. More often it will be noise. Trust yourself in discerning what is yours and what is not. Recognise that process in others.

And most importantly do not become a victim to it.

With Love

Bill

p.s.

a quick example of the power of the forces at play. The first few minutes of this shortclip shows the extent to which magnetic south changed for the Earth in the middle of July. When the field changes to this extent we are bound to feel it! If you felt like your world had turned upside down this month maybe it did!

Finally if you get chance  Lauren Giorgio's 5D report this month is worth a read and the opening few lines feel spot on to me at least:

First and foremost…BREATHE.  Tho ultimately all for LOVE, the fact is that we’ve all been thru some super charged, highly discordant and seriously disharmonious energies this month, and whether you are “in the world, or of it”, it still smarts in parts.

Tragedies, calamities, natural disasters, social & political insanity, financial instability, etc….these all kick up (reflect) intense collective root fears that every part of the human family is in some way responsible for.  But because we know that these energies can only be alchemized from within, our job thru moments of upheaval is exactly what we’ve practiced in the safety of our cocoons for several years prior…to anchor within, examine our own reactions/responses to the energies, transmute/transcend any personal dissension, and then return to the bigger picture perspective ASAP.  Rinse, repeat.