October - What a nightmare!
2nd October 2013
October - what a nightmare!
October has started with a bang!
Well a CME impact at least.
Great for those aurora fans enjoying the light show. Not so great for those of you sensitive to such events. We have covered the effects of CMEs and solar flares many times in the past, but if you have felt emotionally fragile over the past few days, try not to take it too personally!
However, trying to isolate cause and effect with regards to emotion over the past couple of weeks has been kind of pointless, although, as ever, there does seem to be a commonality to peoples experience.
ANGRY....is a word I have heard an awful lot of recently. Many people are really really angry. Of course once they notice their anger the reason for it shows up pretty soon, or at least something resembling a reason. Many are looking outwards and blaming others for their anger. Others, considering themselves more enlightened, are looking inwards, and feeling guilty about their anger. Personally I can't decide whether to be guilty about the anger or angry about the guilt.
Whatever...just let it pass through and don't attach to it or beat yourself up about it....in fact why not enjoy it for a change!
Limbo land
Other words coming up are frustration and boredom.
It can feel a bit like being in Limbo.
Interestingly and back to the sun, our star is in the process of its cyclical polar shift and according to Jim Self's October Planetary Update is currently in reversal, north and south poles have collapsed to zero, before realigning. This is a good metaphor for what many are feeling. We are rebooting, just like the sun.
I read a great piece on this today on Facebook (thanks Jon Perkins, Click HERE to read it in full). There were three statements which seemed to capture many peoples sentiment at the moment:
"I have changed - there is no place for me in what was my world."
"I'm scared because I am crossing a line and I won't want to go back."
"I don't belong in m y own world anymore."
There has been so much talk of the Shift and Transition that people are kind of bored of the waiting, but my take is that it has happened or is happening, and we are all slightly confused about our current orientation. I am loathed to use the dimensional language again but like it or not our experience is changing and it doesn't necessarily feel comfortable.
Nightmares anyone?
The article above goes on to say the Astral field is full of the emotions of loss and confusion. This makes sense to me as so many people have been reporting nightmares and/or dreams of incredible lucidity. It is becoming increasingly difficult at times to differentiate between a dream and reality in the confines of your own bedroom. My experience, confirmed by others, is the ability to decide whether to continue in a particular dream space or not.
Once again, this suggests a blending of the dimensional space, and with so many dense emotions floating around, the dream space may well be uncomfortable. Personal trauma may resonate with the collective distress and bring up long forgotten issues. Celebrate for they are leaving!
In amongst all that we are witnessing many examples of liberation, and have been really excited by some of the stories of those on the Programme of late, particularly those long-termers on the Intensive Programme (us included).
Love
Bill