Punching a ghost

My writing this week is a good reflection of my current state of being. A million ideas floating around, all relevant to each other, each providing confirmation of the other, each fundamentally connected, yet somehow impossible to collate into a single coherent piece. However tangential, challenging, even scarey those thoughts feel (to me at least) they are all wrapped in an enormous blanket of well-being, a sort of "all is well"  knowing. So forgive me if I ramble and confuse but welcome to my world!

 

Nothing has changed

 

One of the frustrations we used to experience working with our bio-resonance Programme was that people were often unable to perceive remarkable change in themselves or their children. Development is such an organic and seamless process that what is seen as dramatic change to an occasional observer is often overlooked by an ever present. This is why seldom visited relatives always comment on how much the children have grown, or why I am always taken aback when rarely seen old friends highlight my receding hairline. 

 

The beauty of working with children was that we could conduct standardised measurements which would demonstrate change in a way which would register with parents. An increased IQ is difficult to argue with. Whilst a useful aid to our work, we weren't really interested in IQ tests, we were looking at those subtle shifts which demonstrated a child at ease with themselves (a convenient side effect of which is a greater capacity to complete (irrelevant) IQ tests). Easier self expression, enhanced creativity, even greater belligerence were all clues which assured us that the Programme was 'working'.

 

I recount this because despite the endless declarations around the ongoing shift in consciousness and the accelerating change in the world it is easy to think and feel that nothing has changed or is changing.

 

But, just like a child's development, our shift in consciousness is organic and seamless. It is only the trickery of time which creates the illusion of stasis and it is confusing when evidence of our advancement so often contradicts our expectations. Who would have thought that depression, confusion, frustration and even anger are signs of a spiritual maturation?

 

Spiritual Puberty

 

If you find yourself a bit down or pissed off with things don't take it as confirmation that nothing is changing in a terrible world. Think of it more as a coming of age. Spiritual puberty if you like. This is a time of re-orientation and self discovery as your perceptual reality shifts with your awareness. As old patterns of dependence and authority crumble little by little, cognitive dissonance is perfectly reasonable and associated emotional rebellion is to be expected. As the beacon of liberation draws you further from your familiar landscape, do not be surprised to find yourself clinging occasionally to the familiar. Just like that teenager demanding their freedom, its kind of re-assuring to know that Mum and Dad are still there in an emergency. This can create a two steps forward one step back feeling.

 

"I don't know" or "I can't explain"?

 

September promised various experiences ranging from economic collapse to mass ascension and yet here we are in October with all the old structures seemingly in place and stubbornly refusing to collapse!

 

However, as ever, looking to the external for evidence of a shift is a bit like waiting for cigarettes to change so that you can give up smoking. From my conversations over the past few weeks (and more acutely through personal realisation) this shift in consciousness is more apparent than ever.

 

The challenge we face is that we have very little idea of what it is we are looking for and even less idea of its implications. People's expectations of fifth dimensional reality are inevitably formed within the confines of third dimensional constructs and most 'spiritual teachers' have simply cherry picked the best bits of the current paradigm and said expect more of that in greater quantities.

 

Truly unconditional living, which is the hallmark of fifth dimensional consciousness, is unfathomable to the cause and effect processing our mind currently operates in. Despite this, or perhaps because of it, we all seem to be spending more time in a space which could be described as no thought, or verbalised as "I don't know". As we disregard the usual inner dialogue, our attention is drawn to a body intelligence carrying a real depth of understanding which reposition's the mind's "I don't know" as "I can't explain". Such is the depth of understanding in that space that there is no desire to explain or justify. It is simply our personal truth.

 

Missing persons list

 

As we become more familiar with our personal truth we communicate through resonance rather than reason. When your body knows something there are no words which will move it into a lie. A consequence of this is that patterns, beliefs, identities, defenses, stories and dependencies are being laid bare. As Warren Buffet once said "only when the tide goes out do you discover who's been swimming naked."

 

Are you ready to see the true nature of your relationship with everything and everyone, including yourself?

 

When operating from this space you will no longer communicate story to story , you will communicate essence to essence. Your point of resonance will become personal truth as opposed to an egoic story-line. In the third dimensional framework most interaction is from pain body to pain body.  Victims, persecutors and rescuers busily seek out energy from a similar level of consciousness, setting up a world of pain in the process.

 

From the new level of awareness there is no pain body to resonate with and so no energy to be harvested. The usual triggers willno longer work. This will create very different relationships and much confusion for those attempting to continue life from the old paradigm.

 

Once you consistently operate from this new level of consciousness many will simply disappear from your life and you may find yourself drawing up a missing persons list. This will not be a conscious roll-call of ascension, with St. Peter directing the 5d people to the left and the 3d people to the right, it will be the good old law of attraction, working perfectly as it always has and always will.

 

Even more confusing is that there will be people on your missing person's list who are still very much in your life, at least they look, smell, sound and feel like they used to. But you will notice something has changed in that relationship. Friends united by a cause or perceived injustice may find themselves just being friends without the charge of a common idea or identity. Many deep connections will be allowed to deepen further and true intimacy with a wide range of people will become available as we finally become intimate with our own truth.

 

I have felt this change in a number of those close to me and rather than mourn the loss of a familiar pattern there is great excitement at seeing the new them (and me) unfold. It feels like we can get to know each other all over again but this time without the baggage. As with all of this stuff it can be extremely subtle, barely noticeable at times and cannot be forced, but it is also incredibly obvious once you step back and look at it.

 

Punching a ghost

 

Another observation from this point is that when you find yourself slipping back into the old paradigm and try using familiar methods to get your way, you may find the old tricks of emotional and mental manipulation no longer work with everyone. This will be particularly true with those on your missing person's list. Your hooks will pass straight through them.

 

Trying to manipulate someone in touch with their personal truth is like trying to punch a ghost. You will expend a lot of effort and probably end up looking foolish whilst the intended target continues blissfully untouched. Save your energy by focusing on your own truth and be surprised and delighted as the universe crowds around to create a reality aligned with that truth.

 

As more and more people move into this level of consciousness the structures and systems which are founded on manipulation through fear and lack will look increasingly foolish. More punches will be thrown but with no target exhaustion will soon set in. There will be no fight. There will be no war. There will instead be a void. A void in which we are free to create. 

 

Sorry to ramble on, and I have left tons out but I feel that's enough for today. I would encourage you to look at the Keshe technology referenced above, if it is half of what he promises it is game over for the paradigm of lack,

 

Lots of love as always

 

Bill

Bill Ayling